nus chem thang is really cheem. everything just sort of wheezed past... stuff like solid phase extraction. gaschromatography. and the fact that I'm alone D:

sigh.

it's one more month to a celebration of the birth of a really great, invaluable person.

ME! :D

meanwhile I can see thoughts forming on people's mind like "ego icon" on calebfoo and such. but instead of boring people with my tiring life of studies and stressful life of band, I shall bore you with my list of birthday wishes. WHEE.

1) chocolates.

chocolates are a must, hello. great aphrodisiacs and endorphins ensure my high high day. I remember receiving like 50 ferrero rochers in total for my 14th birthday... o.o 16+24+5+5. that was crazy. but fun :D it's like eating 5 ferrero rochers everyday and I wasn't emo. so chocolates like...

-box of 24 ferrero rochers
-godiva chocolates
- ...

are loved. :D

2) soft toys.

actually this is a strict no-no. I'm sick of receiving small plushies for presents cause I know I'll just give them away for someone else's birthday present xP I do keep a few cuter ones though (I remember the eeyore from last year). but I won't mind really big plushies I guess :D unless they're ugly.

3) hand made stuff

I think handmade stuff is the most appreciated, cos it's the one where someone spent most time on and it's more sincere and such.  so whee :D

4) Clothes

I don't mind anything from zara, topman or esprit. I'm mostly size m around there. Shoe size 8.5, and I'm eyeing that black leathered converse shoes :D

5) expensive techie stuff

oh I'll love you to pieces if you give me an iPod nano or something. or a new laptop.

6) 3 genie wishes.

oh I'll wish for true love, loads of money and happily ever afters.

7) a billion dollars.

I'll suspect that you're treating me as a prostitute or something.

8) random.

jiehan says:
no. 1 birthday wish -> a long lost senior wishes you happy birthday
jiehan says:
zomg woosh
jiehan says:
congrats!
jiehan says:
happy birthday
jiehan says:
jh ftw

9) a cake.

I loveeeeee my awfully chocolate cake last year. it was the sexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

10) 12am smses.

like a wholetruckload of them? :D it'll be really sweeet.

.... I'm lazy to continue. and I totally watched sleeping beauty on disney channel just now. childhood memories<3 shall go tidy my room which is in pig-sty stage. and bake cookies tomorrow!

it's a really bad day when you know your sprained back worsened, and you fail your english test for the 1st time in your life, and things just ain't going well.

thanks to tuba section + joseph for being fun for dinner. and joseph for the talk. and kahloon for beyonce's album which I practically can't live with now<3 and the random girl who was mesmerised by my playing today.

I'll be back with more optimism. soon.

it's thursday. it's just chemistry test left tomorrow, and ihc on wednesday, meaning liberation is near.

it's been a very.. trying and tiring term. I can't wait to end it. managing to incur the wrath of adc, no good.

and my eat-excessively-when-not-in-good-mood habit is back. so now I'm bloated and trying to study chemistry..

which may very likely end up as another screwed subject.

thanks kahloon for beyonce's album, which I'm addicted to now. and jay for the donut. and most importantly ..

screw life! urgh.

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't wanna play that part

a 15 minute walk around junction8 proved how deprived I am nowsadays.

it was ogling at levis promotion (trade in ANY shirt to get $20 off a shirt zomg!), fox, cotton on, ... and then all the sakae sushi and fish and co. looking really. really. REALLY appetising.

was wearing my hood up these few days NOT to act emo >< was to hide really ugly hair. so I went to this place at bishan in which my mum recommended. he was not bad in cutting. but it was really expensive >< and ugh its 2weeks before my really short sides grow long again... I look like someone from NS.

and my sis has started working at aston's from 5-10pm like everyday. by the time she reaches home I'll be sleeping so yeah i sorta miss her =\

I HATE TESTS. it's screwing up my life x| grrr.

yeah... so what. sighhs tired of life.

thinking of youuu

it's so dead! urgh it just proves how much I've been trying to stay alive besides tumultous piles of homework and severe sleep deprivation. okay fine maybe not that deprived, but I'm the heavy sleeper who needs 12hours a day remember? explains that pimple on my forehead now. and dying need for hygiene stuff (like cutting my HAIR).

and band stuff can really kill. sec 1 orientation just ended and it was really ironic standing there facing them. I don't know why. what I know is that i gotta start studying for tests ): omg.

I NEED MY TRIP TO ORCHARD ROAD, STARBUCKS, AND MANY MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE.

my life is gone! grrr. 3 more weeks to end of tests........................................ I'll survive.

hopefully...

meanwhile. bitches don't stand in my way. tired of dealing with you. not like I offended you in anyway. and you're going to grow up into the horrible person that no one likes, whereas I lead on my successful social circle life, so who wins?

erm.. huiyao?: heavy influence from ihc, I think. conflicts! x|

today was just a typical stay home rest do nothing day... ate like alot for dinner (half a roast chicken omg >< the fats!) and tv-ed and comp-ed.

something interesting will be out of what I found after googling "qi fan" on blogs:

"okay then soon, go to the concert hall alr.